老娘日记

I've only been to 2 classes and i already feel that i can die already.

Firstly, i am still struggling to adapt to the new lifestyle FAST. Yes i gotta do it fast. Secondly, i'm totally a newbie in the business world. I know nuts bout these...and all the classes are so damn fast pace!

On Tue, i had POA. Great, she finished teaching Lecture 1 which includes Financial reporting, managerial reporting both brief introduction, then a brief framework of external users, internal users, the process flow, n alot more which i cant remember now. And she finished going through tutorial 1 which has freaking 6 long questions. Just when i thought, that's all for the day. Maybe i'm too used to the teaching in poly, it's freaking relax...we got dismissed early..some even 1hr earlier. But NO! i'm so so wrong...she moved on to Lecture 2. And she finished half of it. And Lecture 2? i have totally switched off. Damn. I even smsed bee to pick me up on 9.15pm...and in the end bee waited till 10pm with si gin na. =( so sorry baby. Just one freaking lesson and i felt like i really really needa get the stupid expensive textbook and revise my notes on SUNDAY.

On Wed, i had Math. It "SEEMS" very similar to my poly engineering maths....but i just felt so drained yesterday. Fast pace learning again. And i'm totally slow at night. i cannot learn new things at night..i can only revise. =(
So just when i finally understand what's the logic, i gotta move on to dig on the new law. !!!! =( so on SUNDAY again, i gotta dig out my engineering maths to revise. Thank god i din throw away my notes...i dun tk so bah. =x

And it make it a little worse is that...my class is very huge. There are no time for interactions...so till now = no friends yet. i really gotta make some friends soon...u noe..for notes, revision..and HELP.

Omg...

today is rest day. But i dont feel happy at all. Cause tmr is friday...usually i love friday and saturdays...but i think not anymore. Cause to me, it make no difference as any other days..except maybe saturday i can wake up later.

I have freaking killer ECONS on friday...and terrible memorising sociology on sat.

Omg...ECONS....i really hate it. The book...SO THICK...the content...SO ALIEN. =(

As for sociology...maybe i'll be better at it lah. I'm always better at analysing...this n that. I hope i'm not wrong. =(

So i'm left with sunday. And sunday will be burnt for revision. And i really needa try to work out my schedule and squeeze some time for beebee. haiz.  i really hoped i can balance this well...and beebee will jia you too when i'm not ard by his side.

Mama feels heartache to see me so xin ku. She said if i really canot cope den dun work le...find some part time job..ask me not to worry bout the $$

But i know myself, i cant afford to do this. SO PLEASE! LET US STRIKE FIRST PRIZE TOTO PLEASE. And please dont make 50 over people to share this prize....let's not be selfish. 1 is lonely...3 r too crowdy. so 2 r just nice. 50-50 mah...easier to divide also. SO .....the next BIG mega TOTO...PLEASE LET US STRIKE!!!!!   then i can throw my resignation and convert to full time study. =(

daydreaming.

i really feel like pulling my hair...and strangling myself.

But in the end? i just gotta live with it.

Freak.

How how how????  NO TIME LEH.....HOW....i now dun even have time to go for dating. =(

Bee is going to Koh Samui tonight...only returning on Mon evening.

Anyway this weekend i gotta help mama with the 7 mth prayer thingy lah. So kinda busy also..bleh.

So tired....i cant wait to sleep till noon tmr! hopefully i can slp lah.

Kids, renovation....irritating noises...please go away.

i would like the rain to come...to make it cooling! =)

and hopefully my bed dun gimme probs la...recently having stiff neck...i changed the hard mattress to the top...yest night was orite la...i kept tossing n turning...but was too tired n i just fell aslp..and wake up with a terrible nightmare

After the tiring and annoying work, bee fetch me for the dinner. A bouquet of purple rose greeted me...there's 3 of them..bee said representing "the one and only" @.@ not "i love you" meh? haha...but it's fresh de leh...=( gonna wilt soon.

we went to "Andre Wine & Dine" @ Telok Ayer Street, french CuiSine.

We had the 4 course set dinner...which is totally FA-Bu-LouS!

For Appetizers, I had Crispy Foie Gras....totally to my liking. The Foie Gras is crispy outside..and tender inside. Bee had Caviar on Softshell Crab and with corny sauce which bee finished every bits of it. Another mouth-watering delicacy. These 2 already cost a bomb. If you go for a la carte, foie gras is 36 bucks, caviar at 30. And the Caviar is only one small tea spoon...and it's already freaking expensive!!

After Appetizers, we had soup. I had mushroom soup...very smooth and rich. Not the usual white creamy style..but this is mushroom colour...with 3 little pieces of truffle (another freaking expensive tiny little tiny, in chinese they call it )(松露). Bee had tomato soup with mussels ...very appetizing...taste a little sour sweet.

We finished our food so fast...the waiter just keep coming to us to clear the table. Hah! Cause we are super duper hungry!

After soup, we have intermezzo. Lemon Sorbet with berries! Very refreshing...portion small..but just nice for a intermezzo.

Then the mains are up!

I had their signature dish - Duck Confit. Bee had Rib-eye with red sauce.

For the Duck Confit, it's crispy outside, tender in. The sauce is sweet and yet not too greasy. But i'm not a fan of duck so to me it's ok...and i feed bee quite abit of the small duck leg. hahaha...

But i like bee's Rib-eye!! At medium, it's super tender and soft!!! and not too oily...i must say it's the best rib eye i've tasted. Cause i dont like those that are QQ and you really need to have some effort in chewing..that you think your jaw is dropping. The red wine sauce is woot...NICE.

As for desserts..all i can say is...we both melted.

IT'S ToTALLY TOO GOOD!!!!!!!

I had hot chocolate lava pudding with lemon/lemon grass ice-cream....the Hot & Cold Combination...wOOT...Sweet~ Even bee who don't really fancy chocs say it's good.
Bee had American Baked Cheesecake. Nice...but i like my chocolate more. hehe...

After everything we are so full....and very satisfied. hahaha...

And bee BOOKED the WHOLE restaurant. =.=  The whole restaurant only consists of us, 1 waiter, 1 manager, 2 chefs.

hahahha....OMG. Dining there cost a bomb...but it's really worth it. The food is good, ambience mm...frendly, contemporary

Then on the way back home, we went crazy in the car. We started to recite some tongue twisters like "She sells seashells on the seashore. On the seashore she sells seashells. Seashells on the seashore she sells." , "fish soup shop"

And also do the fist and hand rubbing thingy, bee forever retarded in doing that. haha...

Then we even compose our own love song..very impromptu. haha...i started it..and bee continued and i continued and tadah~ it's a short song with only 4 lines? hahaha...and we recorded it down.

Super funny...

And bee said my laughters sound like a villian. got the Mu-hahah-HA-HA-Ha-HA :P

Yay! i love my kuku!!!!

 it's 730th day!!!

=)

2 years...not long...not short...

The on-going journey is filled with laughters, joy, plays, lame jokes, and abit of tears.

At the same time, it is also a journey full of compromise, patience, endurance, forgiveness, acceptance, understanding and most importantly the big word L.O.V.E

Love can bring one joy, laughters, bliss and at the same time, heartache, heartbroken, disappointment, tears

Honestly, i don't really remember how we passed these 2 years, but i know it still feels like the beginning. Of course there have been greater depths of understanding each other, loving each other,  learning how to adapt to each other's changes.But what i'm saying is we never get sick of each other.
We can do ntn, just sit infront of the television and watch animal planet or national geography..and talk, joke and laugh as if we are watching some blockbusters/comedy.
We can also do ntn, just sit by the beach enjoying the breeze, not speaking a word. What it takes is just the company.
I like the spiritual bond between us, abit cliche i know..but it's not easy.

Of cuz it takes some effort to achieve the "understanding, compromise, forgiveness, acceptance, etc"

It's not easy to change my stubborn thinking which usually more twds the pessimistic or paranoia side.
It's not easy to cheer me up when i feel really irritated + tired + angry. Cause i will just keep quiet, not entertaining anyone.

There's still alot more to learn.
Learn to slow down my pace with him...
Learn to be more optimistic
Learn how to take good care of myself
Learn to let him enter my life
Learn to think/do "dual" cause i'm not alone.

Thank you for all the aboves. I know i give more troubles than you give me.
Thank you for bringing sunshine and hope to my life when i think that it's just black and pitch dark.

I'm glad that i've chosen this long and winding tunnel and persevered till the end.

The next 3 years will be a little tough, but i know we will be able to do it. =)

CAPRICORN WOMAN

** In Blues are Jokes, very NOT true.
   In Red, pretty true.

A tall slim, cool and quiet (depends when i'm with who) woman. Once she is mad she can be very fierce. She can work better than some men and she is very high confident woman. In her opinion, woman is not just a flower or decoration at home or at an office and certainly not a weak sex who needs protection.

She likes to control and hide her weak emotions. She will never try to change anyone, but she will learn to accept them as they are. If she does not like someone, she will not comments or criticize but she will completely ignore that person. (absolutely BINGO!)

She hate plastic and an artificial flower because it make her feel that you are not being sincere. She loves real flower and it's scent. She loves a guy who wear after shave cologne. If you are a type of a guy who wear your jeans one month before washing, or wear an old sneaker, then you can forget about her.

She loves music and nature even there is a rare case otherwise. She loves to go picnic in nature, so if you don't have so much time for her, you can take her fishing too.

She is not as jealous as Aquarius or Leo woman, but do not cross the line O.K. Better not to see she gets mad, especially in front of public when she feels like loosing face. She loves to make up and dress perfectly and very neat, so never rush her for this matter. (makeup and dress...depends. haha...coz i'm getting lazier!)

She has her own goal in life and does not care if you have a doctorate degree or not, if she thinks you are not bright then she will not care about you at all. She likes smart people by character not by certificate shown. If you can not show her this quality, go and take a bus and go to the next stop. (very very true!!!)

She does not like a dreamer who talk about his dream but never put his hands in action to make it happens. Don't bother to tell her "everyone is doing it, you should do it too", or "I think you should do it, it's good for you", because she will do what she wants to do only.

She is a neat and tidy person (not really! haha ), so if your apartment is a pigsty , do not take her there. If you go out on a date with her , try to be presentable such as nice and clean dress, clean nails or else it will be your last date.

She is a cool type and will not nag, so easy on your ears. She is a slow but sure type. (ask bee, i nag at him quite alot!! hahah bleh. but i'm cool to others) She will always respect and honor you and will never try to make you loose your face. If she loves you, she will help you in anything you do.

She likes to help people and expect nothing in return.(depends on who..so i put it purple..) If she asks you for a favor and does not get one, she will feel very disappoint. She has a high hope and a high faith and beliefs in her own confident than believing in "Luck".

If she is your wife, you will have nice and clean home and a gourmet cooking. If your parents visit your house, they will be please. She is a 3 in 1 means , a perfect mother, a perfect housewife, a perfect wife or you could say "happily ever after". (aawww.....aint my bee bee very fortunate! i'm 3-in-1 mixer!..hahaha this is for him to judge and verify)

Overall....can say quite true. BUt of cuz....need others (you people) to judge! hahaha....

Cause 26th Aug is coming soon and my freedom is ending soon.

Gotta slog n slog n slog....mug n mug n mug....till 2011.

Orite...All the best to myself. Jia You loh....

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Recently i'm very obsessed with a taiwan drama series, 篮球火 Hot Shot. It comprises of 3 super charming, cute, handsome men in the taiwan entertainment circle - Jerry Yan, Xiao Zhu and Wu Zhun.

Tell me....how not to be obsessed with them?!

And what makes mi love the show even more is it's about basketball. I've always liked basketball shows. From the stone age anime "Slam Dunk" ( i even read the manga!!) to the teenagers MVP Valentine by 5566 & Angela Zhang till the present HOT SHOT. I bet hot shot is gonna be the best.....even thou the plot sucks, i've got 3 cuties to drool on.
And as long as it's basketball, i'll be interested.

And i love one song from the show. Maybe cause the first time i heard it, the show is playing some super touching and tear wrenching scenes. haha

here are the scenes....the part where xiao zhu talk bout his childhood mate, ku ku qi....

Www.haoting.com080812.6233

here are the scenes....the part where xiao zhu talk bout his childhood mate, ku ku qi....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e4XccJDw83k&feature=related ( 07:52 onwards)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EaDKkzEncgA&feature=related

Because they dun allow embedding, so i can only paste the links. =)

Totally love the song played during it. "Cause I Believe"

I WANNA DOWNLOAD THAT SONG!!!!

=(

wait so long for the ost to come out den in the end leh? DUN HAVE...neh neh lah.

Bee's 24th Birthday

On 27 July 2008,  we celebrated with his sisters & bf. We went to eat at this place "Cilantro". Erm..it's a stall in a hawker. But the food was not bad actually, just no air con. =s

From the left: The Birthday Cake, Gin very excited over the celebration (it's already 12+ at night), my baby is 24 le!!, Gin & his daddy, bee's loved ones, =)

On 29 July 08 - the exact day. Two of us went to the "Secret Garden" for dinner. Mm..the remarks/feedback i've got were abit overrated lah...not THAT good as i've expected actually. But still orite lah...

From Left (food only) : Mushroom soup (not bad), Lobster bisque (all time favorite).

By the time we waited for the main course, it's already night time. Before we have 2 starters : Chicken wing & escargots (not our preference). For main, i had rib eye, bee had tenderloin.

For now, i'll show u my 2nd baby!

Cute rite!...dun envy. =)

My Dear Friends, don't keep adding me in Facebook...sending reminders to me....not that i dun accept...but is lao niang no facebook!!!!!!

hahahahahhahahah

I'm lao nai nai....so lao nai nai dun play facebook....too lazy!!!

i rather sit on the sofa...and fan myself...while watching tv...=)

So....

SORRY LAH!!!! UR dear Friend ME...is just too LAZY!

Yest around 5+ bee called to say he's at home. Meeting was cancelled...and he ask where do i wanna go. But i noe he's tired so i say nvm lah...let him rest loh..go another time.

Then after that this ku ku called mi at 6pm to tell me that he's acc his gf to go ikea, coz his gf wanna go..and he's on his way.

haha...really surprised me.

Apparently bee read my blog after we hanged up and he know that i wanna go ikea...

hahaha....THANKS BEE BEE.

In the end, we went to eat first...my favorite meatball & chicken wing!!! Bee had the Thursday meal - roasted chicken leg with butter rice. In the end i only ate 4 meatball & 1 chicken wing and i'm already full like hell. =( cant really eat alot nowadays.

Then after that we went to look at those showroom. A little disappointing coz not all are ready. Still under renovation neh...but i love the fluffy beds!! I dunnoe if it's the air con which makes everything so comfy...but their bed is so fluffy, soft and their pillows and blankets...ooowwwww i likE~

Then we proceed to the basement level...we bought alot of things! and we kept changing...hahaa..coz everytime we turn around we'll see a better one.

We bought laundry bag, dustbin, cushion for me, soft toys for Gin. Oh i got one laundry bag too...=) HAPPY.

hahaha...feel so blissful...hahaha...to have such a kuku yet loving bf. =)

Oh our 2nd anniversary on the 19th!!! hahaha...